I’m so fed up right now.
I normally take everything in stride, to keep myself in check, to help my anxiety and stress. But damnit, I let myself get overwhelmed.
I have a sinus infection, the two teeth that needed work more than likely need to be pulled now. I have neither medical OR dental insurance.
I was fired from Sam’s only to be told i was getting hired back at a rate of 11.15. Hell yeah, right? Nope, the Store Manager said I was not allowed in that department so he said I could be a cashier. Ok… I now make close to what I started at when they first hired me. In a shitty position… that includes high pressure sales. At part time. I was full time when they let me go…
I call my mom to check on my dad, he had surgery for his heart. He’s doing great, but Brandy (my rottweiler) has bone cancer. They have to put her down.I’m fucking crushed, I didn’t get the chance to see her before she went.
I call dad later that night, they put her down. Then he proceeds to tell me they were given an eviction notice while they were in the hospital. To make things even better, they were ROBBED before the eviction notice was put up.
I can’t afford my birth control now, so back to square one with that. Hello incredibly painful cramps and horrifying mood swings. (PMDD)
I’m just… I feel worthless. Worthless because I worked so damn hard for five years in the fresh areas at Sams, I make a mistake, get fired and that asshole of a store manager treats me like he doesn’t know me or my capabilities.
FUUUCK!
this is so beautiful to me I just cant
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